Decisions are killing me!!!!!

WHY??????? Why can't I be able to make decisions?? Why do I think so much and worry so much when I have important decisions to make?? Why do I like to ask for everyone's opinion and then get more headache with all the different answers, suggestions, recomendations, objections.... I don't know what to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish life can be easier.... but I know life is never easy.... Hence do I want a easy life?? Do I want to be contended with what I have?? Or do I want MORE?? *Ask for more* - hehe (Pepsi). Do I want challenges?? Do I want to acheive more?? What do I want in my life?? I don't know...

I asked my Mimi what does people want in their life.... Do they want to have a easy life or do they want challenges in their life??

And my good o' Mimi says "Why do you want to have an easy life when you are only 26?? Do you just want an easy life from now until when you are 55?? Why dont you take on more challenges now and have a easy life later on...."

So, I have decided I WANT CHALLENGES!!!!!!! I SHALL NOT BE CONTENT WITH JUST AN EASY LIFE!!!! I SHALL SEEK FOR CHANGES!!!!

But even changes, there are so many things to change to..... HOWWWWWWW??????

You see I decide on one thing and that one thing needs alot of other decisions!!!!! ICAEW?? CFA?? MBA?? Come up with my own Projects to recomend to my boss?? Change job?? (but change to what??)

Alot of my friends already warnned me that ICAEW or CFA will not be easy.... and I have to be ready to give up my social life =( I tell you.... the grass is always greener on the other end..... Now that I am free I will wish and wish to be busy and I can assure you that when I am busy I will start complaining..... Why am I like this?????

I am soooo free at work now.... After all the business plan submitted I really got not much work lor.... Even those back log left behind by the person who resigned I have completed all already.... See, I work so fast... kaka =P I even have time to pet and feed my Oreo on Facebook these two days!! Free in the office but not free after office hours!! *KAKA* I have been reaching home and sleeping late every night since last Thursday in PD til today!! OK this is why I have been sleeping late every night.

15/11, Thurs - Was at PD for retreat and after all the brainstorming and discussion we can still gather to chat AND listen to a "particular someone" telling us how shallow he is (regarding women) and backstab others in the company, complaining how some people don't know how to do their job properly and gossip and whine and also brag about his own ability to remove others from the company!!! Yeah me and the beetch was there listening to him until like 1am. Though we do not agree on most of the stuff he is saying but we just listen and be aware. After that the whole bunch of us even went mamak for supper and only slept at bout 2.30am!! Next day discussion starts at 8.30am!!

16/11, Fri - Reach KL at bout 6pm. Tried to sleep a bit due to lack of sleep. Then went out dinner at Alexis with Honeydrew (His last night in KL before flying off). So we just enjoyed each other's company and chat. We only left the restaurant at bout 11.30am. And next morning I have to wake up at 6am to send him off to KLIA. Was soooo sooo soooo tired that I almost slept while driving back from KLIA to work!!

17/11, Sat - I took a nap from 4.30 - 7.30pm as I was soooo tired and sleepy. Actually was waken by a call by Thomas Chong!!!!!! He asks if we want to play ginrami cause Elisa will be home alone!! So I played ginrami from 9pm - 4.30am!!!! *Took long nap dy mar hehe*

18/11, Sun - Woke up at only bout 2pm and I watched Devil wears Prada!!!! *HAHA* Can you believe I only watched the movie now????? I actually got the dvd (from Val) looooooooong time ago but haven't got the time/chance to really sit down and watch!! Then I slept late again because I was blogging!! *haha*

19/11, Mon - Thought today I will skip gym *Havent been to the gym for 4 weeks dy!!!!!!* so that I can go home early to rest. At 8pm the beetch called me and ask me if I wanted to suprise Elisa for her birthday!!!! So I drove alllllll the way back to Subang Parade, Swensons and we only left at bout 12midnight.... It was so funny when we tried to think of how to go in to suprise her without her seeing us coming in..... Thomas sms her and when he receives the delivery report all of us rush in while she was looking down at her phone *luckily it works* and Ming Siang just shouts SUPRISE!!!!!!! and she looked quite shocked lor!!! I think she was really suprised cause she didnt expect us to go there.

The birthday girl and her hubby

20/11, Tues - Was lazy to go gym *again* and hence decided to go dinner with Val, Yu Lin and Poh Jee. Poh Jee is back from the states. She was transferred to US as an auditor with KPMG. (She kinda encouraged me to take ICAEW and thinks its a good learning opportunity). Then while Val and Yu Lin went for their dance class, Poh Jee, Jon and I went to breakers to play pool!! I haven't been playing pool for quite a long time!! But I am still good at it *ahem* *ahem* hehe won most of the games eh *proud* hehe. Then Val, Yu Lin and Jo Lyn came and join us after their dance class. Only left the place at bout 11.30pm.... reach home and shower and all also bout 1am already!!

Me, Val, Poh Jee, Jon and Jolyn *Poor YuLin was bullied to take photo*

Random photos of them playing pool *Don't have my photo cause I shy to ask people take photo of me while I play pool* kaka

21/11 Wed - Went to Yuen Steamboat to celebrate Elisa's birthday!! Yeah the suprise was unplanned and ad-hoc. This dinner was planned earlier on.... Anyway, Yuen Steamboat is famous for their chicken wings and its crazy how people actually RUN to get the chicken wings whenever it is out and within 30secs the whole tray will be emptied!! Once we sent Ming Siang to go "fight" for the chicken wings and he came back with NONE!!!!!! Too lembut already lar this Ming Siang!!!!!!!!! tsk tsk tsk!!!!! Again we chatted until the shop closes and only left at bout 11something!!

The Chicken Wing everyone is crazy about!!

Just look at the crowd!!

Luckily we have got Thomas who managed to get a few pieces for us!! MingSiang MingSiang *tsk* *tsk* *tsk*

This beetch is so crazy!! She said she is engaged and show us her "ice" ring!!!! SOOOO BODOH!!!!!! Look at the ice ring she put in her finger!!

Me & the birthday girl *She smile until so cute!!*

MingSiang, Me & Thomas

Group photo

ME!!! Guess how many cups of ice creams did I eat?? And how many bowls of soup did I drink??

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Ans: 7!!

YES!!!! I don't know why but I like their yam, pasion fruit and pistachio nut ice cream!!! And I kept putting stuff like fish (with lotsa bones), crabs (even though it has got not much meat) into the steamboat to make the soup taste sweet and nice and then I didnt really eat those stuff I put in.....

22/11 Thurs - Now its 1.10am and I am still typing this!! Sleeping late again!!! I haven't even uploaded the photos!! Will do it tomorrow lar.... Nitez......

Hopefully I will dream of a decision...... since I have been thinking of it so much...... Like this crazy Monica go and dream of Cindy Teh's Love Chest after reading my previous entry!! Haha I found that really funny!!! Crazy Woman!! Haha

Update: 23/11 Fri - its 2am now and I just finish uploading the photos while playing with facebook!! keke =)